He went through all 5 stages of grief
/r/instant_regret: "What have I done..." - Instant Regret (in'-stint rē-gret') n. a subreddit dedicated to deliberate actions that unexpectedly lead to undesirable consequences and horrible results; things which may cause someone to say, "oh man, did I just screw the pooch!" - October 3, 2021 - 05:25
/r/WatchPeopleDieInside: Watch People Die Inside - People dying - but on the inside. Subscribe to /r/TurtleFacts - October 3, 2021 - 05:20